Sick as Hell...

I have been sick for days now. My tummy is aching and it really scared the hell out of me since the last time this pain occurred, I had to resigned from work that I love the most. Now, I'm afraid I need to do it again. I am really afraid that I need to sacrifice something that I don't want to let go. I am afraid that my plans on going back to school will be put on hold again. Oh, crap!!! I wish this will end soon...