Drama.... Part 1

I'm here @ Starbucks enjoying my favorite cup of Venti Caramel Macchiato with my newly found bezzy Mel and Tina... Hope Kheng's here with us though... I just finished having a lunch date with my TC Janel and teammates.... I suddenly realized one thing... I think I am falling for him... Yes... Him... I'll juz keep his name on my own for a while though... Yes, its kinda hard to fall in-love with somebody who doesn't even know your worth... Somebody who's really sweet but doesn't care.... Somebody who will love and care for you but doesn't care about your existence,,, Somebody who blatantly says he loves you but doesn't wanna commit... Guys will always be guys,,, I'm so sick and tired of being the other half.... I'm sick of loving beyond my capacity but was taken for granted... Insensitive... Que Bruto.... Yes... I hate him for his insensitivity, but I love him more for that... I hate the fact that I can't take him out of my system.... Random thoughts during unrestless day....