The Silence of the Heart

Silence creeps all over my room,

Not even a heartbeat could be heard,

Tears rolled up in my eyes,

As the silence still creeping.

I thought it was definitely perfect,

If you're just here with me,

The promise meant to be broken,

And the way you kisses me,

I'll never forget.

Though I know we could never be again,

All the things that have been said,

Could never happen again,

I still wish it would...

In Excess:
I must admit that I still misses you a lot. Ya, nothing change....

Ang Hirap Talaga

Ang hirap mag pigil ng nararamdaman.
Ang hirap tumanggi.
Ang hirap naman ng oo ka lang ng oo.
Ang hirap tanggapin ng mga bagay bagay.
Ang hirap sabihin na SIGE kahit HINDI.
Ang hirap magkamali.
Ang hirap ngumiti dahil deep inside hindi ka naman talaga natutuwa.
OO ka na lang kasi dun sila masaya.
Ang hirap.

Kala ko bato na ko.
Leche.
Leche talaga.
Kung pwede lang akong maging SAKIM, ang tagal ko ng nasa ulap.

SACRIFICE is SAYING NO to what is YES.

About Me and Some of My Rants....

This is Meeehhhh.....

I am a grown up girl now.... people say that I'm matured now.... I already know how to act for my age.... But no matter what I do and I guess no matter what it takes, I'll always stay as my papa's little baby girl.....

I love dancing, going out with mah peepz, listening to music (I dig all kinds), surfing the net, being with my peepz until the wee hours of the night, having a good conversation that will last forever....

I'm a dependable friend.... One friend that you can easily rely on... Count on and lean on in times of your ups and downs....

I love similar people who tend to catch up with my tantrums juz like my friends now...

I hate hypocrites, plastics, and mostly biatchesss.... Damn you all...

I love blueberry cheesecake, cherries, strawberries, Italian, Japanese and Chinese cuisine...

I hate Ube cake and Mediterranean foods....

I love orange soda, red horse, colt, fundador, tequila vodka....

I hate J and B (ooohhh boy,,, that's foe men)

I love Marvin the Martian and Tasmanian Devil....

I hate Bugs Bunny....

I love all shades of blue and a little touch of pink (foe mah feminine side)....

I hate orange and yellow...

I'm a sucker for romance.... once I fall so deeply in-love, it would take a long period of time foe me to get over with it and moved-on...

I have a strong personality but a little naive when it comes to love...

I give good pieces of sounding advice but I admit I don't usually use it foe mah own good....

I can easily trust someone but once I've lost the trust you can never win it back... Believe me...

To some it all I am AIKA and will alway be AIKA!!!!

Mah Rantz.....

I thought I already found him... Guess I was wrong... I would like to meet somebody who will never get tired of my rants....

......somebody who will never hurt me......

......somebody who will never leave me behind......

......somebody who will love me despite my imperfections.....

......somebody who has the balls to stand up for his responsibilities.....

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU SO GODWIN TIMOTHY!!!!

Of Post Birthday Celebration and McLad

I got an accident after celebrating my birthday. I supposed it's really meant to happen. Well, he's not there during my birthday but he did greeted me and that was more than enough for me. Guess, I'm really falling. Got a nice pix of my pre-birthday celebration and the AEGIS watches.... Larv ya McLAD!!!!

Am I In-Love or Not????

That's right baby

I'm goin' crazy

I need to be your lady

I've been thinking lately

That you and me, Yes we can make it

Just ride with me, roll with me

I'm in-love with you (baby)

I've been singing this song over and over again.... Wish I have found the one.... Bliss... Bliss... Bliss....

Stress Buster....

I recently cut my hair short. Really, really short. I guess its my way of letting go of the past and living a new life ahead without the trouble of heart aches, pain and bitterness. Its as if all the depressions and anxieties have vanished after my hair was cut. There goes my new look and the new me. It's like one of the Chinese Tradition where women cut their hair short to free themselves from depression.

I'D LIKE TO WELCOME THE NEW ME!!!

Love Lesson 101

You can't teach yourself to love someone. Love is not a school subject that you need to study overnight. That's why it is called falling-in-love. It's like standing on the edge of a very dangerous cliff, you can't decide whether to just walk out and go away where it is safe, or you'll remain standing there, unmindful of the danger, because you don't want to lose sight of the view.

-=Aivi=-