blog 8:29:00 AM
When someone from your past exerted an effort to be part of your present, there will be that wishful thinking that he will be your future.
Days passed, months even. You will realize, you still have feelings. That deep connection you once shared will keep crawling back.
You’ll hope. You’ll crave. And when you finally decided to give it another shot, reality will slap you straight to your face.
He just wants to haunt you. He just wants to taunt you. But in the end, he doesn’t damn need you.
He will leave you heartbroken once again, crushed into tiny bits of pieces.
You’ll cry. You’ll bleed. You’ll suffer. You’ll die.
You will continue living even if you’re dead inside. Then, you will start the slow process of moving on.
You will start to build a strong, wall and cage your heart.
After a gazillion of sleepless nights and buckets of tears shed, you will start to let the feelings go.
And when you finally did, that is the time he will start to crawl back into your life once again.
This is where the cycle begins.