Venting Out....

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Well, My eyes are drooping, and falling flat on my face from some mild form of fatigue would be the most logical thing to do. But, at this point, too much of my mental energy is also going into trying hard to adjust to a newfound state of busy-ness that is not anymore limited to taking in calls as a technical support agent but to reading books and worrying about thesis since I'll be going back to school this June. I wonder if I can really manage to go to school and work at the same time though.

I thank God for work opportunities and the patience to take on each task and job I get. I crave being busy, having meetings to go to, going to work and learning more about the world I'm beginning to love.

Can I just say something, though... I have to get used to not being able to find the many quiet times I used to so enjoy, the free time I could use to do things like finish reading not one HALF of a book, but SEVERAL books or taking a nap anytime or simply doing movie marathons. That is why i love rest days!!! Only during rest days can I feel that I'm still a person worthy of rest and refreshment. Just like yesterday, when all I did was to slouch like a couch potato, while munching on some chip and dips and watching several dvds. Of course, I go on my blog and find that I can be somewhat alone there for a moment, so here I am, venting to you almost everyday of my life.

My little frustrations do build up, but the bursting can end this minute. I figure that this is the life I need to re-adjust to whatever goals I need to fulfill. I'm not sure whether to flinch or savour it as the thought of the real world (or REEL world?) pierces my skin. But whatever it is I'm willing to take chances. Anyway, what is life without taking chances right?